Does Anybody else In here Feel The Way I Do? I`m tired of seeing my old love ones getting with someone and they got better because of me And Now Whats left of me Only their sorrow was transfered to me within all my issues It`s not the time for me to fall deeper and it seems impossible to crawl back up
Never ever will someone understand me It seems I`m alone in this no ones seems to care Why are you running away No hope is left It keeps going on day after day
I`m sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday but who gives a fuck right now I got something to say To all the people who thinks Im STRANGE!! That I should be out of here locked up in a CAGE!! I got this massive feeling that I`m enslaved To a World That NEVER appreciated shit You Can Suck my dick and Fucking LIKE IT
Oh my life, Who Am I What did I do that was so bad to disserve this Its breaking me down because It`s useless motioning the issues to others because you would not understand This is not how I am
I can`t find who is real in this world Day after day love turns gray and Night After Night We pretend its alright
Through sin and self destruction I stumble home, never alone I live the same day in and out and I don't care how long I last All the girls and drink and drugs but don't get me wrong I'm having a fucking blast
I am rock and roll Livin' the life that you can only dream of At its fucking finest
Just like the cigarettes hurt Just like the whiskey burns I guess I'm never gonna learn
Not gonna stop until my heart stops beating Not gonna stop until my last breath comes I'm gonna go until I hit the floor and I can't find my back to my feet anymore
Pass me a glass and let's destroy everything in this fucking place Life at 300 miles an hour You pussies can't keep up with this fucking pace Without remorse, without regret, without a second thought You hit the nail on the head with the back of your fucking throat
I`ve been Tearing my soul apart And Lately I`ve been hard to reach I`ve been too long on my own Everybody got a private world where they can be Alone Are you calling me? Are You trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me as I`m reaching out For you?
Please you have to help me This is not my true face If you could see my soul As I have seen my soul I could show it to you It's rotten It's poison Help me please
Please, give me a fucking excuse I beg for just one reason to give you regret
I'm so done with it I won't go back again and I'm okay with this, that I'll be on my own Until the day I die which shouldn't be that long So I'll just do what I do and make the most of it
I won't fall down again My heart's now dead and gone And I'm still breathing I made it out alive
I'm out the door, I'm on my ass again like every night before I'm off the wall, out of my fucking mind, I'm out of control
I know that I should walk away But I can't bring myself to quit this game She's just a beautiful girl with the weight of the world on her shoulders I'm just a kick in the teeth from a world that's painted gold
She's out the door, she's on her ass again like every night before She's off the wall, out of her fucking mind, she's out of control I was the end of her In her head, in control
Just like before I should've told you again That I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I`m Sorry
I Will Bleed Out Under Moonlight Red To Pay For What I Did I LayTo Rest Under The Stars Below Me Waits The Loathing Nemesis Slowly Building Fear Inside I Seek Everlasting Sleep I Rest Alone In A Place I Never Thought I Would Be I Have Given Everything I Am Why must I feel empty? Will I Ever FeelAgain? All Must Live With VividNightmares Of Life After Death Plagued With Images OfA Figure Never Know The Face I can`t Sleep, Too many voices trying to talk to me Why Must We Bare ThisNeed To Fulfill Our Nothingness They Call Serenity?
Look through my eyesand you decide if I'm a human being My soul was ripped from me Take me away I'll go down to the depths of this nightmare made real And now you can see What I came to be You too will die And forever burn withme Burn with me Make my soul ceaseto exist
Follow me to the depths This my perceptionof what's going on. This is my perception of what's going wrong. With mind seperation, as you float to the sun, with a psychedelic sidekick that's sparking in your mind. I can see it in your eyes, I can see it just fine. You're a cross-eyed catastrophe, fumbling, bumbling into the wall you see. And I'm here to watchyou fall; I'm here to get you through this all.
Through sin and self destruction I stumble home, never alone My only home is the bottom of a bottle and a rolled up bill and I'm ready to go I live the same day in and out and I don't care how long I last All the girls and drink and drugs but don't get me wrong I'm having a fucking blast
They say it all breaks downto keeping your feet on the ground My sole intention is keeping my head in the clouds They say that I can't last aday in the real world I say you wouldn't survive one night in mine
Notorious and shit I wouldn't change it for the world I'm infamous but damnyou can't help but love this shit